silence

If the whole world would be silent, for a moment so I could let him know how I felt.  I think somewhere inside I imagine when the day comes to make a decision as to where this relationship will go, I imagine if it progresses to seal it with a kiss, since I have never kissed or been kissed, I somehow think time will stop or the world will fall silent.  But that’s probably all in my head.
...Just fantasy child.  It’s not about the kiss, it’s about him, it’s about how he makes your over anxious mind fall silent.  You sleep better, you smile more, and he makes you laugh deep.  You finally feel safe in the arms of someone else, how long it has been.
It would be awesome even if it was all about you, but its not.  Cuz you turn it upside down for him, keep him on his toes, losing his breath, gaining his confidence, laughing, sighing, being afraid and knowing its ok.
And when you stop and look in his eyes it’s as if you have always known him, because you know you see his soul and he sees yours, instead of turning away you hold the stare, barely breathing except when he breathes, and all is silent just as you imagined.