He was like a strong drink..

With the ability to take the sense out of rational people, the deep burn that is numbing and sweet. With the charm of delusion that's enchanting and borderline nauseating. The pseudo warmth,the rush of daring, before the end--wretching on the bathroom floor. He is the antidote to his own poison. You love him , you loathe him, you are in awe and fear, because you know you need him.
to say the least--intoxicating...