Deeper

I wanted to go deeper than I've ever been
But oh how you stop what never begins
I see your hand and I shake my fist
why don't you just let me go?
The pit of my stomach ache--feeling.
What I seek most, like a dog with a short tail, I'll never catch it.
Like the dangling carrot just outside my grasp
Only with you, its different
Nothing you desire is beyond your reach.
In sad irony I keep chasing something I already got.
I know you know the feeling because you've been there too
You wanted to go deeper than I've ever been
I said no lets just be friends